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It has been many, many years now. Any sane person would have long since forgotten you and everything that we once stood for. Perhaps you have successfully erased me from your heart and your mind. Maybe I was never truly there. Whatever the case may be, I am still stuck in the loop that is you... Too many dreams hold your ghost. Too many songs tell our story. Too many reveries find their way back to you, over and over again. I wish I could just erase it all. I am so tired of hurting. I am so sick of remembering. I am so beyond frustrated with myself for not being strong enough to realize that this was all probably just a game to you. Well, you won. You had me fooled and you got me hooked. Still dreaming of one more fix... I just need to feel alive again, if only for a moment more. You were both my soul-starving and my breath of life. Even if your intentions were they still showed me a to . To a I never thought I would or could experience. I am still here. Knowing full well nothing would or could ever come of this again, I need to purge this disease from my soul. This beautiful, slow demise. Even if it is one you will never witness, I need it to exist outside of me in some small corner of the world. Maybe one day fate will one day allow us a proper goodbye... for I know that there is greater chance of that than to ever hope to know your touch again. Until then, this is my into the night... a bittersweet song that no one will hear. Yet one that needs to be for you... I remember the book and the . do you?
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